Since my last post I have gone through my worst ever period of playing poker ever, with all the usual bad beats and coolers and some again. I have had to take a step back to get some relief. I have been playing / learning full ring since August 2008 when I started at 5nl. Never have I lost 10buy ins before. The most before has been 4 or 5. The bet fold experiment lost me a bit, I made one or two bad plays, but I lost a bit of confidence too, as literally every hand I played I would be raised out of the pot. I would raise AA and would have 1 caller, and be check raised, or baluga’d or……. Every time. I finally started to get paranoid. Then, when I did look them up, they always had it. Sets, straights, etc etc
The most demoralising I have ever felt playing poker.
I have gone down to 6 tables and I am going to try grind it back at least to where I was by the end of April from my last post.
This hand sums it up nicely. This spew box aggrodonk had been 3betting, check raising, and spewing generally over the 100 hands or so that I had been sat at the table, and playing 38/30. I had already doubled up through him as he shoved my river bet, repping what I actually had (flush), with him on a busted draw.
I know his check raise is at best a draw, (he's a slow playing donk with his monsters too, predictably) so on the turn I am looking for a brick to get it all in, as I was sure he would still call. Turns out he had complete air on flop, and caught runner runner to double through me. although I have played bigger pots, and had bigger coolers, I cannot remember feeling more demoralised when this asshole sucked out through me.
$0.50/$1 No Limit Hold'em Cash Game, 9 Players
BB: $77.65 (77.7 bb)UTG: $100 (100 bb)
UTG+1: $114.05 (114.1 bb)
MP1: $108.90 (108.9 bb)
MP2: $101 (101 bb)
MP3: $117.25 (117.3 bb)
CO: $34.65 (34.7 bb)
Hero (BTN): $192 (192 bb)SB: $180.85 (180.9 bb)
Pre-Flop: Hero is BTN with J

Q

6 folds,
Hero raises to $3.50, SB calls $3, BB calls $2.50
Flop: ($10.50) Q

T

2
(3 players)SB checks, BB checks,
Hero bets $7.50, SB folds,
BB raises to $17, Hero calls $9.50
Turn: ($44.50) 5
(2 players)BB bets $57.15 and is all-in, Hero calls $57.15
River: ($158.80) A
(2 players, 1 is all-in)Results: $158.80 pot ($3 rake)
BB showed 4

3

(a straight, Ace to Five) and won $155.80 ($78.15 net)
Hero mucked J

Q

(a pair of Queens) and lost (-$77.65 net)